And then grades were due and I was tired and I had a long, tiring Monday.
And then a whole week went by.
And I realized something: NaNoWriMo is awesome. The deadline is great...for most people.
But I only have so much space in my head and so much of my energy was poured into too many spaces. So instead, I got out my art journal again--I hadn't touched it for most of October, through my first month of teaching--and I've done a handful of pages.
So even though my NaNoWriMo story fell apart (or rather, never fell together), I've been creating this month. I've been making. And that, my friends, is kind of the point of NaNo, right? To create?
I have eleven pages left in my beautiful journal (made by Melissa Oesch of ReImagined by Luna).
And while I won't be writing a novel this month, I'll be filling this gorgeous book with my heart.
All at once or nothing at all, with a few paragraphs here and there mixed in.
That's why I'm doing NaNo and starting three days in and hoping I'll catch up. Because you better believe I'll finish it if I'm going to try it. I did it once, right? I can do it again.
I write in these funny spurts of a few hundred words. That seems to be all I can manage at a time. I love writing on Yarny, though, because I can place them in snippets and move things around and that seems to be the only way I can get into longer writing spurts--by being able to change what part of the story I'm writing at any given moment.
Somehow, I have to manage 1851 words a day if I am going to complete NaNo in the 27 days left.
My husband and I live in a house that we never dreamed of owning.
It's bigger than we need right now, but perfect for family gatherings and someday growing into.
The lot it's built on covers nearly half an acre, right in the middle of a suburban neighborhood.
It only came with one major repair needed in the first year (and that had more to do with a brutal winter of Kentucky's lovely freeze-thaw-freeze-thaw cycle than anything else).
and I'm sort of a wreck at keeping this beautiful house clean and organized (as I am at keeping things clean and organized in general).
and I just cannot figure out how to decorate it in a way that pulls everything together, that strikes that perfect balance of put-together and slightly-messy that I adore (and adored even before Pinterest existed, which means I have only myself and Ikea and Pottery Barn and a million other catalogues to blame).
HELP. Seriously, advice and ideas on getting this messy little-big house sorted and cozy and pretty would be welcome. I am not good at matching. At all. So how do I mix well without matching? I don't know.
These are the sorts of problems I'm thankful I have.
Now, to put away the laundry...
Note: between taking these pictures and posting this, I cleaned off my fridge and counter. Yes, I realize the only way to keep my house clean is to clean it. Oh well.